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I have lived this far in a comfort zone of caring for others before myself. i turned pages day by day, but to day i pick up the book again but i have seem to have lost my place in this book called life. how do i manage to read and live this life thus far and have not even reach a mer climax. am i going in bout it all the worng way or in this catorgory am i late bloomer or have i succeed it but with no rush? i have yet to find answer....but will i ever get one?????
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Lets Get Real
Lets Get Real, I admitt I fell into tha lil traps he may persued
I tripped ova lil things but Lets get real.
You could neva top the mind set that i have. u were goin that route but u let ur "last year" n females get to u. Lets get real u tried to play me but i was stornger than u think. You promise ur this complex person but lets get real YA NOT.
Whats funny i was so caught up which i do admit but i refuse to stay in that setting. For u to go back to ex and try still to get w/ new for u in now utterly impossible.
so just to let u kno n not keep it inside and tell u y ive been actin like this. It was tyme 4 me 2 get real wit u......
..........LOL u now phase me
I tripped ova lil things but Lets get real.
You could neva top the mind set that i have. u were goin that route but u let ur "last year" n females get to u. Lets get real u tried to play me but i was stornger than u think. You promise ur this complex person but lets get real YA NOT.
Whats funny i was so caught up which i do admit but i refuse to stay in that setting. For u to go back to ex and try still to get w/ new for u in now utterly impossible.
so just to let u kno n not keep it inside and tell u y ive been actin like this. It was tyme 4 me 2 get real wit u......
..........LOL u now phase me
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Can You Predict
Can you predict your future if your past is present? That's the question that I continually ask myself and have answered so many times. I'm sitting here pondering on my past and it jus so happened that they have returned. Right now im focus on something that I will like to make my future but the words "Indulge in Yourself" keeps being thrown at me. I have encountered a goal that I have feel short of but is gradually standing still.
I have dream of being with this person, but not so much a dream b/c dreams turn into fantcies and I am trying to make this reality. my past is trying to make be do a u turn n go back w/ them but I have no preference to go back to the bottom, but truthfully w/o my past I wouldn't be who I am today. I had and still do strong feelings for them, but my present it something stronger and I do so believe better. My present is not so much otta my league but the creator whos teaching me. So I ask myself again can I predict my future if my past is present?
I have dream of being with this person, but not so much a dream b/c dreams turn into fantcies and I am trying to make this reality. my past is trying to make be do a u turn n go back w/ them but I have no preference to go back to the bottom, but truthfully w/o my past I wouldn't be who I am today. I had and still do strong feelings for them, but my present it something stronger and I do so believe better. My present is not so much otta my league but the creator whos teaching me. So I ask myself again can I predict my future if my past is present?
Monday, June 27, 2005
TRUE IDENTITY LOST
The swagger over powers true feelings
The mind accompanies the heart
The soul departs from truth
The internal image of self is lost
You create yourself to grow into something magnificent,
But you soon you are lost due to the interrupting flow.
The mind accompanies the heart
The soul departs from truth
The internal image of self is lost
You create yourself to grow into something magnificent,
But you soon you are lost due to the interrupting flow.
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